I'm always on an edge, both figuratively and via anxiety. I feel as though I'm always almost ready, but not quite there. Like when you are creating something, how do you know when it's complete? Is it always incomplete? When it truly represents what you intended? Or when it represents the process the idea swam through, emerging as a different beast?
I just don't know, and I don't feel like I'm ready to know. Quite the feedback loop.
